There is no distance between you and God. His Holy Spirit lives and dwells in you. When you feel like He’s far, it’s just the enemy trying to convince you that He is, but He hasn’t and He never will. From the moment you accepted Him into your heart, until you meet Jesus in heaven, He will be by your side in every moment. He hears you when you speak to Him, and He is faithful to answer. He is with you child, forever and ever.